Yesterday for me was chaos.
The situation out there in the world, was a very keen reflection of my inside world.
Today I feel better, I know it’s still chaos out there, but I know I can deal with it because right now my internal self has some peace.
Peace I haven’t had in quite some time.
Do I know how everything is going to shake out?
Do I have to?
All I have to know is who I want to become, and then I have to have the patience that the person I want to be will take shape.
For the last little bit I have been trying to force myself to be someone I am not. But it is the person I want to become, and rather than utilizing a strategy of “fake it til you make it” which has not served me, I am going to pump the brakes and start to let things unroll more naturally.
If you know me, you know I have a tendency to push the river, especially when it comes to personal growth and development.
I’m not going to push the river anymore.
I’m just going to lay back and float…
…and let the river take me.